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May. 23rd, 2010 08:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
unbibiumI still can't forgive myself because that demon is still there.
The demon thinks my problem is that I am too nice and concillatory and tells me that if I try to show people who;s boss, they'll respect me.
And when people react badly, it tells me that this proves they aren't worth my trouble, and I should stop caring.
But my real problem is this stink of death that drives people away, and my guilt about things I've done just makes it worse.
The demon thinks my problem is that I am too nice and concillatory and tells me that if I try to show people who;s boss, they'll respect me.
And when people react badly, it tells me that this proves they aren't worth my trouble, and I should stop caring.
But my real problem is this stink of death that drives people away, and my guilt about things I've done just makes it worse.
