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OK; I'm upright tonight. My plan to ride through the park was thwarted by rain. I have tomorrow off so I can try again, perhaps on my way to picking up my laptop.

My laptop is in the shop right now, and that might be making me a bit more anxious. Usually when my mind goes somewhere I don't want it to go, I can submerge myself into random information-seeking without having to go upstairs and plug completely in. I don't feel better because mostly the information is about SOPA and other ways in which the United States is slipping into chaos, but I don't know. I find I want food more, and had to stop myself from going to BoSa Donuts for a micro-binge, because I already went there Friday for two maple bars and a coffee. (I saved the second maple bar for the following morning.)

Plan tomorrow:
* pick up laptop
* get financial documents to the loan guy. holy shit, he needs a lot of stuff.
* consider taking bike to Bob's so that I can have my front gear checked; it's still slipping.
* make an appointment with a therapist for reals, and never quit again even if he dies. (they're often old.)