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Dec. 17th, 2012 01:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
unbibiumI'm still fighting the echoed voices of people who used to be my friends, telling me that I shouldn't try to socialize anymore and that I should go back into my shell forever and die.
It's been nearly five years. I have new friends but I don't let them very close. And I still don't generally go to places where I'd have to ask someone for a ride there or back.
I'm actually very surprised that people have put up with me, with the attitude I've been putting out. If I can make my attitude improve...
well, that won't be enough, I have to be good at stuff too... something useful, because this rubik's cube thing has taken me as far as it ever will.
it's taking more bravery than I thought it would to spend any time at Heatsync Labs. The people there have stayed more current in technology than I have. But I can learn so much.
It's been nearly five years. I have new friends but I don't let them very close. And I still don't generally go to places where I'd have to ask someone for a ride there or back.
I'm actually very surprised that people have put up with me, with the attitude I've been putting out. If I can make my attitude improve...
well, that won't be enough, I have to be good at stuff too... something useful, because this rubik's cube thing has taken me as far as it ever will.
it's taking more bravery than I thought it would to spend any time at Heatsync Labs. The people there have stayed more current in technology than I have. But I can learn so much.
