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I'm kind of afraid that the tiny bit of kindness I've grown accustomed to is about to be withdrawn, because I don't really date much, and am awkward, and people are going to think that makes me dangerous now.

I don't know if I even have the right to complain, since I'm only afraid of being isolated, while they're afraid of being killed.

If it helps, I've more or less given up on dating for the time being, so you don't have to worry about me being angry about that. I'm not going to try again until I feel like I have something to offer, and my depression goes into remission. I know that my failures up to now have been due to my own inadequacy.

I have friends. some of them are female. I would like to keep my friends.

all of a sudden, people are crying out against men who say "not all men are murderers"... i wonder if that's what i'm doing, and i should be dead to make everyone feel safe