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I forgot to take my fluvoxamine for two days in a row and now I have brain zaps.

this shit never made me feel any better, and now I'm getting side effects, and I've spent a fuckton of money on it. All it did was make me not have enough extra money in the bank to go take a vacation.

I just wanted to be cured so that people would talk to me again, so I could be in a tribe again.

Do I have to go into a hospital or something? Spend even more money and still not be a part of things?

I'm angry. And I'm gullible. I fell for the snake oil. Those commercials with the depressed woman touching the wall. I don't even think what I'm taking is in a commercial.

I'll take a walk.

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I took tonight's dose early, my brain feels less vinegary; I've cooked curried chicken with peaches even though I still have leftover pasta, and fresh hamburger meat. And I bought yet another whole chicken which I will fry Sunday. I'll eat like a king all week.

And none of you cunts can have any unless you've been nice to me.