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[unbibium]

The worst that could happen is not that she could say "no". Indeed, the worst that could happen isn't even that people you had cared about for the last eight years have decided you're a creep and wish you'd go away forever. It's entirely conceivable that one day I will take too large a chance, even with only my words or my eyes, and she could enlist the rest of society to end my freedom, or even my life.

So I suppose it's a good thing that, over the last six months, I have not become infatuated with any new women.

With luck, I have finally starved out my libido, and may finally be safe.